I loose my premium membership tomorrow! ; A ; And I dont have the points,nor the will power to make something to get me some more points. I just feel like I've got an art block almost constantly, there are times where I can't stop drawing but they're short lived and are pretty much always followed by artblock where I can barely finish one picture. I don't think I'd hate it that much if I didn't get it so often. I really love to draw but sometimes it's such a pain when I really want to but I'm too tired or all I can do is doodle pointless things. I have a lot of projects Id love to get done and things I'd love to draw for people but I just cant seem to find the motivation anymore. The move has left me quite tired a lot as well,we're working everyday and its all pretty hard work. Just getting around can be work. Dont get me wrong,I love it,I'm really glad we've moved here I just don't have any energy to do the things I really want to anymore.
I guess it sounds like I'm just complaining but I've kinda gotten to a point where I just need to let it all out before it breaks me. So whether this gets read or not I still feel better.
And wow that turned out a lot more depressing than I intended it to. Sorry! o A o Bless you if you read all that XD I guess I just needed to talk it all out. And kind of explain myself. Thank you everyone for all of your support and comments and favs it all means so much to me. I hope I can do more for you all in the future.